I remember on that day my dad was not feeling well but he was still with me.After some time nurse came and told me "Get ready,we r taking u to OT ".

"Papa i want to talk to mom"i said

Papa dialled my mom's mobile.

"Hello Mumma!!!! i m going inside.Don't worry abt anything.And don't forget to bring my fevorite Kheer of Verka.I m coming back very soon."

Mom was laughing,but i was listening her silent tears.

"Ya sure.God bless u bache.God is with u.I m doing path here till u don't come back."

The junior doctor and nurse had come.I looked at my dad.

"OK papa!!! U go and hav some medicine plz and after that hav sleep for some time."

Papa smiled "Ok .All the best.Be brave."

I cud see the lines of tension on my dad's face.I again touched my dad's feet and moved towards Junior Doctor.

He asked nurse to hold me so that i shud not fall.

"No doctor its ok.No need to hold me.I can walk properly."

"Actually injection had given to u which cause some drowsiness to reduce ur tension."

"Oh its ok.I m still in my senses."I smiled.

We entered in  OT again.The full team was again there for my Welcome.

Now i was lying on the operation bed.

My eyes were searching HOD Mr.Gupta.

ECG and BP instrument were now working on my body.Syringes were inserted in my veins.But my eyes were searching for Dr Gupta only.He was giving some instruction to the junior doctors.He looked once,that i was looking at him.But he was busy in giving instructions.First injection was given to me.I again looked at Dr. Gupta.I don't know how did he realize that i wanted to say sumthing him.He just left that group of of Doctors and came to me.

I just asked him with my wet eyes"Sir,i ll b fine na??My face???"

He just put his hand on my head and said with smiling face " Yes ,every thing will be fine.Relax" 

I still remember that fartherly hand on my head.

Another doctor said "ok now i m giving u the second injection,with this u ll feel some sensation in ur body but not to worry.ok???

"Ok." with second injection my eyes were closing slowly.A tear rolled down from my eyes.And i just remebered my baba ji.

Suddenly i heard my name.

"R u all right???" heard these words.

Someone was holding my hand and was asking me "r u all right???Hold my hand tightly."

I did the same just like an obedient child.Still the eyes were closed but just judged that surgry was done.

I don't know how did it happen and why????But my  first word in OT with closed eyes was "PAPA".

"PAPA" i again said and tears again rolled down from my eyes.But i didn't realized it that i was crying at that time.

Actually doctor said "Arey,why r u crying ,we r calling ur dad.Don't worry,he ll b there with u within few seconds."

After that i was again in the deep sleep.

This time when i opened my eyes,my mom dad were sitting beside me.Oxygen cap was covering my lips.I touched my mom's hand.

Mom Dad both came near to me.

"Hanji,every thing is well beta.Doctor is saying the operation was 100% successfull.All infected area has been removed."papa said

Mom kissed me." now u sleep beta.

Again my eyes were closed,may be i was not in complete senses.

After few hrs i got up.My bhaiya,mom dad were there.

Oxygen cap was removed.I touched my face first.I was trying to judge its shape,my lips,my cheeks,i touched my face every where.

Mom Dad bhaiya were looking all this.Mom came to me and said with "U still hav that beautifull face bachu"

Now we were smiling with wet eyes.

I tried to call my dad.But i was not able to speak.

That moment i was just trembling by thinking why i m not able to speak.

I was trying to speak but words were not coming out.

Papa was asking me" feeling better beta??"

I was trying hard but words were not coming out.

I put my all force and shouted "PAPA"

Dad judged it very quickly that i was not able to speak.

"Some problem is there while speaking???"

I shooked my head in yes.

Dad called doctor.He came and said "Not to worry at all.Actually we hav inserted the tubes in her throat.Due to that she will face this problem for two days atleast.She ll be fine."

"oh!!! i was feeling so relaxed by knowing this."

I thanked my Baba Ji!!!Baba Ji were with me all the time.

Dad told me the surgery took  three hrs.Mom dad were alone there waiting for me.

But now we three were feeling relaxed.

Some papers and pen was given to me so that i can tell mom dad wat i want??

To Be Continued....