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Monday 8 September, 2008
 18:39 | 27/Sep/2007 |  8 Comment(s)
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Days Outside The Home(6)

 

Next morning i felt a loving hand on my head.It was my mom saying good mrning to me.I also wanted to reply back but i cudn't due to my throat prblm.Now my first wish was to see the mirror.Mom brought it and i looked at my face.my face was smiling at me and asking me "Hey am i beautifull now???/or again in the mood of complaining me????" Tears fell down from my eyes and i said thanx to my baba ji.

I was unable to walk due to weakness and the pain.So mom used to help me in sponging,and using washroom.It was very hard to take help of my mom in all that works.Mom used to take care of everything while giving me bath,dressing me,combing me.The glucose needle was still inside my vein so mom always used to take care of that.It was my second night after the surgery.We went for the sleep after having my medicine.In the midnight all of sudden pain started in my ear,head and temporal.I was just feeling like dying of it.Mom dad were sleeping.i wanted to call papa but was not able to speak.I wanted to shout but cudn't.I was feeling so helpless.Then i hit my hand against my bed's back but it didn't make such noice that cud reach to mom dad.I was wearing some rings in my other hand,i hit my that fingers against the bed side strongly.This time sound reached to mom dad.Dad woke up and rushed to me.I was crying and crying due to pain.Dad called up to doctor.After sumtime some painkiller injections were given to me but i was still in pain.Mom dad sat near by me.

"Just close ur eyes beta and try to sleep.U r my brave daughter" papa said

I closed my eyes and felt my dad's hand on my forhead.

Few words started huming in my ear these were "Aum Bhur Bhuva Svaha,Tats Vitur Vare Niyam,Bhargo De Vasya Di Mahi,Dhiyo Ye Ne Pracho Dayat."

My dad recited it for the whole night.And i don't know when did i go for sleep.In the morning when i woke up papa was sleeping,mom told me that he had not slept for the whole night so just slept now.It was so touching for me that papa didn't sleep for the whole night just for my sake.

To Be Continued....   

(Sorry Dear frnds cudn't write much as i hav to go sumwhere urgently,ll write very soon just want to complete it very soon.)

 

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